Ok ok i KNOW that I haven’t updated this blog in like ages. But we haven’t broken up okay!! We’re still together and closer than ever! Like paper and pen, like hydrogen atom and oxygen atom in water, like acid and alkali in neutralisation process, like sulphuric acid and water in acid rain, like- yea, you get the idea. As you can see, I’ve been SO hardworking, studying so much Chem recently.

Anyway, loads and loads to update man!! I don’t even know where to start.

My dad has been putting A LOT of pressure on me because of my trials. But unfortunately my results are not going to be any better. So I’ve been under plenty of stress, and it often overloads and spills on my poor bf. I tell you one thing la, I read so often about boyfriends complaining about their girlfriends on various forums, how they can’t take their temper, how they don’t understand the deal about PMS, how they cannot tahan their sensitivity. Well, to all you gals out there, I have like, THE BEST BF EVER because he is just so damn patient, he just listens to my complaints, my tantrums, even when I get angry at HIM for NOTHING cos I’m just in a cranky mood after getting pissed off by my dad, he’ll still take it all in. He’s SO understanding. Even when I apologize after some time, he’ll say it’s not my fault, and that he doesn’t blame me for it. To all you guys out there, you seriously should be thanking me for nabbing my bf first if not, other girls will be screaming and fighting for him till the rest of the male race will be left out. Seriously. How often can you find a guy, so willing to cook AND bake for his gf, and say ‘I’ll improve my cooking so that I can cook for you when we’re married in the future’. How many guys will say, ‘don’t worry, I’m the man, I’ll find a way to support our family next time, just hang on for me and wait for me’. Okay so maybe he isn’t P-E-R-F-E-C-T, but he sure is damn near that line.

I’m so proud and blessed to have him.

And, he also happens to be the strongest person I know personally. No not as in physically la (though he IS quite strong physically as well =p), but as in his character. He has been through so many ups and downs this year. So many changes, so many ways he must adapt to them. Just today, his bro left to overseas to further his studies, and it’s like another hurdle for him cos he has more burden to bear in dealing with domestic problems and all. But he’s so strong, he’s mature, he’s willing to try his best to make the best of the situation. I salute him.

My dear is everything to me. I lose him, I have nothing. He’s my present and my future. My hope and motivation. My strength and my happiness.

Babe, don’t ever give up k. You have me. I may not be able to be there right next to you, but you know I’m always close to your heart, as you are close to mine. I know you’ll get through all this changes dear, i know you will. We’ll do it together.

I love you.