It’s been awhile since my last post..quite a lot has happened.

For one, I’m now officially 19 years old and thus, another year closer to being officially together with my boy. This year’s birthday has been quick, sweet, and expensive. Quick, because I hardly celebrated it with my family. No birthday dinner, no birthday cake, no birthday outing. Just presents from parents. So yea it just rather ended kinda abruptly. Sweet, because this is my first birthday which I celebrated with my bf and it was really wonderful. We had dinner together at this really romantic restaurant. He made me a handmade card which was really amazing cos I had no idea he would actually go through so much trouble of doing it (he had to redo it several times before the final product). He ALSO bought me a music CD, jason mraz’s new album, which i am SO NOT VERY PLEASED because I could have just downloaded everthing for free. Sigh I dont like it when he spends too much on me..feel very very bad seriously..sigh. But yea nevertheless..it was sweet of him.. Thanks dear..I really love your card and appreciate all your effort.. *muax*  Another reason why it was sweet is because so many ppl who I would never expected to wish me, did. My pal from Australia even called me to wish me! I thought he would have forgotten. And many other ppl sent me bday msgs and even ppl whom I dont know wished me through a forum which I’m a member of. So yea it was touching Finally, expensive, because I have gotten the MOST expensive presents from both my parents. Yes, as in EACH of them gave me a present and each present was the most expensive I have ever recieved.

Second, I have graduated from being ‘technology deprived’ with my lousy phone to a MUCH sophisticated and MUCH high-tech phone. I feel like I’m suddenly more in touched with the world lol. This cool baby of mine has a 5mp camera and wifi and it’s a smart phone which means it has some pda functions. And that is like, so totally awesome!! I felt rather dumb using it for the first time though cos I was like, omg why are there so many functions and buttons. I actually read through the manual carefully to make sure I wont do anythin dumb to spoil it. And I’m so scared of scratching it because this model is very new so the cover for the phone is not out yet. So, I keep it in the phone pouch whenever I go out with it and even at home I always put it on top of the pouch so it doesnt touch any other surface. I’m determined to take good care of this baby of mine cos it’s going to last me throughout my uni life! =D

But there is a disadvantage to this, I’m afraid of msgin my boy with the new phone now cos it’s more advanced then my last phone, I have to keep deleting the sent items and make sure everthin from him in the inbox is cleared. And it’s harder to msg with the new phone cos of all the other features. In my old phone it’s much more straightforward. So..my boy bought me another sim card to msg him..which I’m now using in my old phone. I have to be more careful now..keep both my phones esp the old one which has the second sim..my parents would absolutely kill me if they found out. They would skin me alive and feed my skin to the fishes.

Thirdly, I’m now a month away from my exam trials. But I only know 25% of what I’m suppose to have studied. Which means, I am so going to be dead during my trials. SIGH. I feel like hanging myself sometimes. No joke. I’m really scared of what will happen if I dont do well. My new phone will probably get confiscated, I’ll be locked up at home to study. Totally grounded. I’ll be so damn stressed and pressured. I’ll just go insane. Sigh..If I dont have my boy to worry about I would have just given up and end it all ages ago.

Fourthly, this coming week is going to be HELL of a week. My boy is starting uni as his holidays is finally ending. Worried for him..he has to drive to and fro everyday to his uni and back..cos he is no longer renting a house nearby..so worried for his safety..and he’s going to be busy with his assignments..I’m worried he’ll have to stay up late working again..sigh. Hope he’ll be ok..it’s just another year then he can graduate..hope we last till then.. Also, this week I have alot of activities to take part in school. I’m joining a few competitions for english..and also there’s the class drama in conjuntion with english week..fortunately I dont have to act =p just narrating =D On another note, I have LOADS of work to do. Like, as much as the waters in the pacific ocean and as high as Mount Everest. LOL ok maybe not THAT much but seriously, it’s damn bloody alot.

Alot is going on in both me and my boy’s lives now..many changes..but one thing I know remains the same – our love for one another.