Sigh.. My girl can’t come online, and i’m sad about that.. Stupid wireless internet at her place isn’t working. Curse that piece of device!

Sigh.. Anyway.. this morning’s stuff was all cleared up.. Sigh my girl is really going through a very very tough time.. and no thanks to me i made things worse.. She’s sick, her stomach is problematic, and her parents are giving her a tough time in the name of studies. What she’s going through, i believe not many humans can go through without going insane.. It’s mad..

Sigh.. I wish i could be of help to her.. I wish i could be of comfort to her.. But no.. everytime she face these problems.. I feel so helpless, so powerless.. Because everything is a secret, i can’t go to her place to cheer her up.. To hold those sad cheeks of hers and stroke it till she smiles.. To give her a peck on the lips.. and tell that everything will be fine.. To be something for her to hit.. so she can release her stress..  and to hug her tightly.. so she knows that i’m next to her…

Sigh.. hold on dear.. *holds dear’s hands..tightly..*